what went wrong .
Saturday, April 16, 2011 | 12:16 AM | 0 comments
I need someone to talk to.
But no one is here.
Bloggy, you are the only one i can spout all nonsense to.
Why must someone promise something when they know very well, they cant keep it?
WHY?
IS; PROMISED to stay, BUT he change. DRASTICALLY.
YES.
All i want to know is, WHAT THE FUCKING HELL WENT WRONG?
I CANT FIND THE ANSWER MYSELF.
WE were in good terms back then, i thought i FINALLY MOVED ON.
BUT FUCK.
IM STILL HERE.
So, about changing that relationship status to "in a relationship" was a lie.
I wasnt in relationship.
I was in disguise .
I told HIM, i moved on, and found someone new.
I THOUGHT IS WOULD BE THE ONE.
AS ALWAYS , IM WRONG .
FUCK.
(MIND MY LANGUAGE.)
WHY WHY WHY???
YOU WANNA LEAVE, BY ALL MEANS .
BECAUSE I KNOW , SOONER OR LATER, YOU WOULD .
BUT, CAN YOU JUST TELL ME WHY ?!!
AT LEAST I COULD MEND MYSELF .
BUT U SAID YOU ARE HAVING SOME PROBLEMS.
THATS EXCUSE . NOT THE REASON.
I WOULDNT MIND IF U TELL ME THE TRUTH, YOU FOUND SOMEONE ELSE,
OR ANY OTHER SHIT.
BUT NOT THIS SHIT PLEASE...
I REMEMBER LOSING SOMEONE BACK THEN,WITH THE FUCKING SAME REASON.
HAVING PROBLEMS.
AND WHY THE FUCK HAVING ME IN YOUR LIFE WHEN U CANT SHARE THE PROBLEMS WITH YOU???
PLEASE FIND SOME BETTER REASON...
I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHY!!!!!!!
YOU PROMISED ME SO MANY THING.
AND ALL I WANT WAS YOU TO STAY.
THATS ALL.
AM I TOO DEMANDING ?!!
PLEASE DONT PROMISE TO ANYONE, WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY.
YOU TEND TO FORGET THE PROMISE, WHEN YOU ARE SAD .
I JUST WANT YOU TO ENDURE ALL THOSE PROBLEMS YOU ARE HAVING AYE .
YOU BECAME MY DAILY ROUTINE.
WHEN YOU LEFT, LIFE'S A MESS .
EVEN DURING SMOKE BREAK, I CAN SOMEHOW HEAR YOUR VOICE.
CAUSE YOU WOULD ALWAYS ACCOMPANY ME ON THE PHONE, DURING SMOKE BREAK .
MAMA SAY," AHH, GADUH LAH TU, TU SEBAB TAK BERGANTUNG PAT TALIPON."
:(
FML.
ALL I CAN CONVINCE MYSELF IS," HE IS NOT THE ONE GOD'S MATCHING ME WITH. SOMEONE BETTER IS OUT THERE."
PHEWWWWW.....!!
IM DONE TALKING SHIT. :)
REST WELL PEOPLE, GOD BLESS US.
<3
