coincidence or
Thursday, August 27, 2009 | 12:59 PM | 0 comments
Yesterday, after buka, i head to t9 straight. To satisfy my cravings for 'NICOTINE'. Then head to star kecik for 'LIFEGAME'. Its a great game for bonding. Lyk how close FFT is. Thanx to 'LIFEGAME'. bt im not in the mood to play.
Almost EVERYDAY i play. Either with FFT, or beloved abg & adk, but i've never win a single game, though i did cheat sometyms. SHOOSHH~ haah. But when it come to LOTTERY, i got excited & bid a number. Not realising im not playing. KUKU-NESS!
Well, here are some pichas i snap. & dha winner is... MUHAMMAD MUHAIMYN! He cheats, i guess.
Dhen Fitri & Farna head home. Fitri send her & hymself home. Left with Me, An & dha winner; he cheats. I noe ! Haha. Randomly, we talk about LOVE&RELATIONSHIP. Myn din't want to listen. MEREPEK, he says. Wait till u've gone thru it laa adek! Suare ponn belom pecah! BLUEKS!
Me & An have e same thinking 'NAQ ADERH MATAIR, TAPII TAKUT'. Haha. Theres tis saying 'GREAT MIND THINKS ALIKE'. How true. I randomly raise my hand & pray 'ya allah, kaw berikan laa aku jodoh antare yang terbaik & yang paling baik untk aku. Kabulkan laa permintaan aku yg satu nie.amin' Lame, i know.
I say to An, ' Skaly betol ey , jap agy jodoh aku sampai. Maner tawu naek lift ke, slh number ke.' Haha. Tak masok otak. I know. i know.i know. Dhen we head home. Boring2, browse gmbr2 pat hp.
& suddenly, on my screen, '91677****' . Okayh. Idk dhis number. 'Hello, 2 hidayah ey? Ni kwn skolah u laa. U dulu bedoktown kan'. WAIT. i recognise dhis voice. The voice i've been craving for. YES. ITS BOTAK AKA MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS. OWHMAIGOWD!
I was FREAKING, FARKINK, SHOCK! SHOCK,SHOCK, & AGAIN SHOCK. Why on earth did he call. He missed me or someone left hym. Idk+idontcare. I only know dhats e voice i've been craving & yearning for.
Then i remembered about my prayers. Is dis some kinda COINCIDENCE or he really is my SOULMATE? One way or another, i dont care. THERES DIS SAYING 'SETIAP KATA ADALAH DOA.' But who cares, Yang penting aku happy giler okayh.
We talk. Then JAI wants to talk to me, okayh, i miss hym too. A diff voice again. MUHAMMAD HARIZ RIO FAIZAL. Cool or what?! Back to fie again..
Talk . Talk . Talk . He's getting sleepy. I know. Though he's in denial. I stil noe laa BOTAK. He murmurs, 'aku sungguh maseh syg hidayah. Nanananana' (AKU MASIH SAYANG BY ST 12). Waddhafark?! Menyanyah only hym!.
Then i ask hym to sleep. He says if he sleeps, hys fwen wont wake hym up for sahur. I offer to wake hym up. Action. Taknk. Taknk menyusahkan konon. Merepek. I use to wake hym up 5.30 am witout fail, doesnt seems to be a burden ponn. Ngada2 uh botak!.
The line was cut, batt flat. I msged hym, 'tkpela fie, fie gy tdo je. Swit dweams.' no repLy. Kate batt flat, mesty la tak eply! Kureng pAndai kann aku. Kankankan? Haha.
Okayh. I had fun. He made my day well. I should not fall in love with hym. WHY BOTHER TO LOVE IF ALL IT DOES IS HURT?! Lyk what AZUAN did. He confess he still love me, bt till now, 'SILENCE'. Merepek kan!
Why do i always get FALSE HOPE. DONT I DESERVE TO BE LOVED?! OKAYH, naq xiap2 to mit beloved FFT. + im done blogging.
PS: I DON'T MISS HIM, I MISS WHO I THOUGHT HE WAS.
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