goodbye , boy. its time i let you go. everything. i mustmust move on. cause i realised, we can never be, like before. i know that very well and i must stop all this.

goodbye you. i have to do this. for your sake && mine. i wenr through major thinking. && yes. i have to. sorry.

well, i dont need to be sorry ince you dont even care. all you think about is yourself. i wont blame you dear. situations forced you that way. i know. im giving in.



he called, yesterday. " later call me kayh, imy." -_- im ignoring those swwweet words. even if you really meant it. because i know, its hard for us to be the old us. && so.we talked. && accompanied him sleep otp. just like what we always did, then. i.am.so.ignoring.those.teringat-kenangan-dulu-feelings.

bwwwbbbbbpp. whatever.

these words made me realise what a fool i am all this while. " i lagy suke takde mataer, lagi best keje, ridding dengan kwn, tak yah risau psl mataer , tkder time untuk mataer, nanti i rase macam ahh-gi-mampos-uh-ngan-die kind nye feelings. o.0

wth? its as if having a gf means like a burden to him. those words kept me thinking, is that how he felt all those while im with him ? idk sepatah haram.

i am so letting you go. i wouldnt want to be a burden to him. i want someone to love me for me. && willingly + sincerely.

BUT, i still hand it to fate. if we are really really fated , we will meet again , someday. For now , we will still be friends , but i must also behave like one. stop having the saket - hati - feelings whenever he speaks about something which by nature , a girl wouldnt like her dearest one to say.

so , i' ll end this post with some quotations.

True love comes quietly, without
banners or flashing lights. If you hear
bells, get your ears checked.


They do not love that do not show
their love. The course of true love
never did run smooth. Love is a
familiar. Love is a devil. There is no
evil angel but Love.

well, im done. farewell , azuan .
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