hello. i am so missing that someone. omg. why must it still be him? after so many tears,heartache; but its still him im missing. why? i always wondered. i admit he is not the best guy i've met neither is he the furx guy i loved. but why? it takes almost a year now and im still not over him. a week more and its been a year since we broke up. a year and im still clinging on him? waiting for his return? craved for his love? miss him like nobody else did? omg! this must stop imnediately. i must move on.

But can anyone tell me how? how am i to do that. its the hardest thing to. how? wheneva im all alone, i hear his voice whispering in my ears., his breath wen he fall asleep wen we are otp, the smell of his perfume.... and i dont wish to elaborate further.

its not that i dint try, but i did and ill always fail to do so. what is so wrong with me? and pleeeaaasssseeee, people will mistook that im after his bike, nehhh, i love him without his bike, with his two barefoot. i love him for who he is. is this what karma hitting on me? idk. but please, i hate it.

my friend say all i need to do is to find a new bf.? wth? kalau boleh lupekn die, dah cukup bagos. but maeb its true ehh. i just havent found the right one.

dear god, please send me the best soul to complete my other half. i just need the guy to complete my self. im blessed with great famiky and friends. but im still looking for my other half. the one!

i should stop my emo post. hees. :)


MUHAMMAD AZUAN, THANKS FOR BEING PART OF MY LIFE. AND THATS THE BEST MOMENTS OF MY LIFE . MINUS OFF THOSE TIMES YOU HURT ME LAHH.

I AM DONE! xoxo
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