i've learned something on life.

Dont ever put hopes on anyone. One minute , they means everything to you. & same goes to them. But the very next moment , they are gone . too far away.

promises left unfullfilled. you felt lost.hopeless. betrayed. useless.

yes. friends do change. i thought this frienship would last . i am definitely wrong. everyone changed.

i blame myself , im just not a good friend. they left me , all alone. if we meet , its not like always.

making use of oneself simply suck.

be on your feet .

im lost of words.

i just miss those time we spend time composing songs, the without-fail-meets, the nonsensical moments, the chalets , the cabot-from-apek-t9 moments, the way madhe call me "ibuk", mamad clumsy reaction,fid, an & farna accompany, the marlboro ice blast testing, madhe's stupid prank , acoustic-ing the song called "happy", the pape - jumpe - t9 tingy, the birthday surprise...etc

we'd just meet for surfing the net & lepak like barely 2 hours. sigh.

i just miss those moments. we even promised to celebrate our one year friendship. in which i guess went down the drain

wont have my birthday celebration with the 7 of us. prolly just the 5. exclude madhe & mamad.

i just hope we could start all over again. ):

if i got only one wish , you guys'd be my wish.

goodnights fft loves. ily guys as always.
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