lying to myself.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 | 3:38 PM | 0 comments




IM TRYING SO VERY HARD TO DENY THIS FEELINGS OF MINE BUT I COULDNT HOLD IT ANY LONGER.
I MISS YOU.:(
I WISHED YOU ATTENDED ABANG'S WEDDING. BUT...
LYING TO ONESELF IS THE MOST HURTING THING EVER. PRETENDING THAT EVERYTHING IS JUST FINE BUT DEEP INSIDE YOU KNOW, ITS NOT.
F.C.U.K . IT HURTS.
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I MISS YOU. && IM NOT HOPING ANYTHING FROM YOU. ITS TRUE.
EVERYTHING CHANGED. FROM BAD TO WORST. I BARELY MEET MY FRIENDS ALREADY. I HATE IT. HOW I WISH THE WHOLE WORLD STOP SPINNING AND WE ADJUST OUR PACE. BUT, I KNOW, THAT COULD NEVER HAPPEN. :(
SO, FAREWELL ALL. I STILL LOVE ALL OF YOU AS ALWAYS. XOXO