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i want my mr right.
Thursday, February 11, 2010 | 10:02 PM | 0 comments
♥ ; I SAY.
Hello all. today, went out with fifi and ayu. And i am so very emotional today. with all those jiwang songs by the beach.... omg! very the emo. I am not being myself..
Especially the song, sanggupkah kau bersabar . omg! they see me smiling, but deep inside, im crying like hell!
THAT SONG SERIOUSLY REMIND ME OF AZUAN! i ask him to listen to that song. and the next day, he play that song while we are otp. it seriously relates to us. we have to be patient in order to overcome every obstacles.
I MISS HIM. alot! i am so emotional today. ive been thinking too much about Mr Right lately. When will i get my mr right? I am NOT exactly desperate lah.. but, u see, im twenty and have never felt loved before. except from azuan lahh... and itu pon, i have to overcome alot of obstacles. with his commitment toward work, and barely have time for me.
People say , first love is hard to let go. But for me, it does seems to be a problem. I admit, Azuan is not my first love, but , by far, he made the greatest impact on my life. i cant seems to love anyone else after him. Its just that , ive always been with the wrong guy. I am almost at the point of giving up. its not that im desperate or something, i just need a someone to love me , for who i am . not what he want me to do.
But as i think back on what happen in the past, i am not ready to overcome all those relationship obstacles. All the , where-is-my-bf, why-he-havent-call-me-yet,is-he cheating-on-me,is-he-okay,he-had-his-meal and etc... i am sick and tired of all those. But at The same time, i want to feel being loved. I am at confused state.
I seriously miss all those moment whereby he call me and ask, hows my day, had my meals,where am i now and all those shits lah..
GUYS ARE SO GOOD AT TALKING, WHEN IT COMES TO PROVING IT, THEY SUCK.
I wondered why those girls who got the good guy, and she betrayed him. and its the other way round for me. and it suck lah. hais.
i am waiting for my mr right, patiently.
NOW, STOP SHITTING AND START SEARCHINH FOR A JOB! I MEAN CAREER! HAHA.
OK, I FEEL RELIEVED NOW.. PHEWWW!!
ANW, HAD A GREAT TIME WITH MY LOVED ONES, JUST NOW. I LOVE YOU GIRLS ALOT!!
Thursday, February 11, 2010 | 10:02 PM | 0 comments
♥ ; I SAY.
Hello all. today, went out with fifi and ayu. And i am so very emotional today. with all those jiwang songs by the beach.... omg! very the emo. I am not being myself..
Especially the song, sanggupkah kau bersabar . omg! they see me smiling, but deep inside, im crying like hell!
THAT SONG SERIOUSLY REMIND ME OF AZUAN! i ask him to listen to that song. and the next day, he play that song while we are otp. it seriously relates to us. we have to be patient in order to overcome every obstacles.
I MISS HIM. alot! i am so emotional today. ive been thinking too much about Mr Right lately. When will i get my mr right? I am NOT exactly desperate lah.. but, u see, im twenty and have never felt loved before. except from azuan lahh... and itu pon, i have to overcome alot of obstacles. with his commitment toward work, and barely have time for me.
People say , first love is hard to let go. But for me, it does seems to be a problem. I admit, Azuan is not my first love, but , by far, he made the greatest impact on my life. i cant seems to love anyone else after him. Its just that , ive always been with the wrong guy. I am almost at the point of giving up. its not that im desperate or something, i just need a someone to love me , for who i am . not what he want me to do.
But as i think back on what happen in the past, i am not ready to overcome all those relationship obstacles. All the , where-is-my-bf, why-he-havent-call-me-yet,is-he cheating-on-me,is-he-okay,he-had-his-meal and etc... i am sick and tired of all those. But at The same time, i want to feel being loved. I am at confused state.
I seriously miss all those moment whereby he call me and ask, hows my day, had my meals,where am i now and all those shits lah..
GUYS ARE SO GOOD AT TALKING, WHEN IT COMES TO PROVING IT, THEY SUCK.
I wondered why those girls who got the good guy, and she betrayed him. and its the other way round for me. and it suck lah. hais.
i am waiting for my mr right, patiently.
NOW, STOP SHITTING AND START SEARCHINH FOR A JOB! I MEAN CAREER! HAHA.
OK, I FEEL RELIEVED NOW.. PHEWWW!!
ANW, HAD A GREAT TIME WITH MY LOVED ONES, JUST NOW. I LOVE YOU GIRLS ALOT!!
