I lost that one guy , along th way.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 | 3:11 AM | 0 comments
ONE FINE DAY, I WILL.
HELL YESS!
EASIER SAID, THAN DONE. KAN SYAI?
I thought i managed to move on.
I thought i was moving on with life.
I thought by keeping myself busy with working life, will forget you.
I thought i found someone new.
I thought, he's better than you .
I thought i replaced you.
I thought........................................
My heart and mind was playing around with me.
Two different saying at the same time.
Heart says 'No'
Brain says 'yes'
So, which should i agree to?
You, were there when im down.
You promised me, you will mend my broken heart.
You say you wont do anything to hurt me, like he did.
You say, you will never leave me.
You promise, you'd stay.
You say, you love me.
You say, you will be responsible for everything.
You say, I am the one.
You say........
I believed you.
I trust you.
I gave you a chance to win my heart.
I start to open my locked heart.
I start to build trust.
I DID LOVE YOU.
I gave you what you want.
I gave you my all.
I gave you my love.
I gave you time.
You name me, what dint i give?
I gave everything.
What did i get i the end?
A step CLOSER to ANTI-LOVE.
A stronger proof that guys are all the same.
A worst mindset of love.
A phobia in trust.
A broken heart, again!
BUT STILL,
I learn,
A LESSON.
Boy, wait for that one day, you will realise, you lost someone who loves you, more than anyone could.
Moving on is not as easy as you think it is.
You will tend to get rebounds.
You thought you moved on, then you realize, he'S just another human being who wish to be in your life, just for a while.
You came in by the broken door, you left with from demolished door, due to the hard slam you made.
You came back to that demolished door, when you have agenda.
You left, soon after .
You left me hopeless.
But, yoou are doing all this hurtful things to my brain, not my heart.
Though my heart was the one who actually feels the breaks.
YET.............................................................
In life, every girl wants that one guy to prove to her, not all guys are the same.
And maybe, just maybe, she found that someone,
and yet lost him, along th way.
I am very sure, i did found that one guy who proves to me, not all guys are th same.
But, we were not fated to be together, somehow.
After we are no longer together, hell yes, he prove me right.
Ive never seen anyone, so devoted to a girl, as though, she's his another half.
Kudos to you.
Somehow, god made us realize, we met that someone who is actually there, in front of us, and make all this complicated issue, to see , if we are blind enough to realize.
I am proud, even when he is no longer mine, i know, ive met th right guy, along th way.
Th one who proves , not all guys are th same.
Not every girl got that chance.
And thanks to him, i am still standing strong, because i know, i'll meet another him, somewhere along th way.
I'm hoping th very best for him.
I think you know , who im referring to, right?
YOU! you might be reading this now, maybe.
You are the only ex bf who reads my blog.
Ouh yes, you.
Im proud , i once had you. (:
Im done with my nonsense here.
May allah bless us.
Ps: May karma be A LIL TOUGH towards you, RH.
You have my blessing though.
Labels: im referring to you., ouh yes
